Lol
I was actually talking about this with a friend.
Since my life is just on over dramatic monologue
I'd want my last words to be
'AND SCENE'
with appropriate hand gestures,
so that everyone knows that the last scene
of my life is over.
My funeral's the after party.
You're invited.
; D
As long as you're hot.
; DD

MARGO ROTH SPEGILMEN!
probably butchered her last name.
Why?
because she's absolutely amaaazzzzzinnng.
Even if I am straight.
I'm just one for a sense of adventure,
and she'll definitely provide that.
Maybe we'll break into Sea World together
while enjoying a picnic basket with stingrays.
Like DYING
but living with my dad means no concerts
which completely sucks.
D :
Especially when I know that my mom would let me.
Yes I would travel to a different city just to see them.
: D
Or a wonderfully awesomely beautiful muse.
Are those honestly jobs?
well it's something I'd like to be.
: D
I think I'd love to be a successful illistrator with my illistrater
printed on EVERYTHING
I mean everything!
from underwear, to graffiti on a skyscaper
but then again
I'd probably get sick of seeing my art everything
but when that happens
I'll take in a hothothot apprentice to study under me
; DD
so yeah I've fasted every Ramadan for 5 years now.
It's okay.
At times it can be brutal
butlike you get used to it.
I want to do a deetoooox.
but a little bit after ramadan.
I just feel that when I break my fast
I just eat everything in sight without considering what it is
and this summer I've just been eating tons of junk
soooo my body could use it.
I've just been feeling bloated and icky.
D :
and I'd poison all the food so that everyone died.
Hopefully they get the theme of death
when their hearts stop.
: D
and tons of links to pornagraphy.
: D
I like winning things
since I never tend to win things a lot.
I love it when it's unexpected,
well to me of course.
When I was in Kindergarden
I had my clown painting hung in a gallery.
I think it was Orlando Museum of art.
It's was because my clown painting was the most creative
and such.
: D
haha.
Also like last year
I went to this university for Enterprise week
and we had to do a presentation
and the best one wins
there was also this special prize that goes out to any student that stood out the most.
I won the special prize
and my team came in second,
despite the main idiot I was paired up with that could not follow simple instructions.
I would've rather had a monkey.
Anyways, winning the special prize was shocking to me
but apparently not to anyone else since I have the tendency to stick out of crowds
without trying.
It's my loud obnoxious random personality
and my tendency to wear very brightly colored pants.
: D
Since I moved to England
I make a lot of long distance phone calls.
That would be a maaajjoorrr killer on my cell bill.
But for local calls
I'm mainly on my cell.
: D
I'm on O2 for my boyfriend.
I have a general disdain for phones.
Partly because I have a man voice
and secondly
I don' t think anything can compare to talking to a person face to face.
butthenagain
I really don't mind chatting on the web
but I hate instant messaging.
it gets a bit annoying.
I like loonnggg ass emails that takes on a full account of my friends day
the important and not so important stuff
I also like sending looonngggass emails in return.
I'm a bit of a chatterbox.
also I think it's a bit more personal I guess.
I am in suuucchhh a talkative mood.
Probably because in the 4 hours I have been concious
I am on my second cup of coffee.
YAY COFFEE.<3
ILU SOOOO MUCH.
: D
yeah if you haven't figured this out yet
I am a bit of a crazy person.
That would be suuupperrr awesome
considering the fact that I'm stressed and getting all work up.
I want to know that it isn't for nothing.
Stupid Economics.
I am soooo not carrying it on for A2.
I cannot put myself through that hell.
D :
Completely.
I'm not so much on the whole people can see more that one person at a time.
I can only balance one relationship
and I am committed to that relationship
and I can't see myself starting another one while I'm still in that relationship.
I said that I would never wear a skirt.
Then I started wearing mini skirts in 9th grade
because I liked the whole leggings trend.
ummmm theres probably more.
becuase she just popped into my mind.
She's fuuunnnyyy.
Specially when her husband had that affair with Tina
and then yeahhhh.
She's just rad.
xD
Actually Grace's Mom too.
xD
It was really yummy.
This week I was just all about the tuna melts.
anyways
this sunday
apparently my brother wants to do a cook off,
and the theme is hashbrowns and potato pancakes.
: DD
Also I've been wanting to make egg fried rice.
It's wierd since I'm not much of a cook
but I love watching cooking shows and stuff.
xDD
wow I am such a boring and lame person.
: DD
Considering this one fact.
I AM THE WILD!
1000+winpoints for how amazingly cheesy I am.
I cannot stop listening to Battle for the Sun
andlike
I randomly burst out into "OMG PLACEBO YAY!"
in class
followed by
"DREEAAAMMM BRROOTTTHERR, MY KILLLEERRR, MY LOOVVVER
DREAAAMMMM BROOOOTTHERR, MYYYY KIILLLERRRR, MY LOOOVVERRR
I I I will battle for the sun sun sun
'Cause I I I have stared down the barrel of a gun gun gun"
Not that it's new or anything.
Anyways
Battle for the Sun by Placebo is EPIC!
And I really can't wait for their new album.<3
Gaaaahhhh loveplacebotoomuchinmypants.

In the Miso Soup by Ryu Murakami
I don't really read that much
and it's not that I don't like reading
it's just that I'm reallyreallyreally picky
and I can never find anything that holds my intrest for long.
This book did that.
It can be really disturbing
but it's really really intresting.
and it keeps hold of your intrest
and that's why I'd reccommend it.

WACCA WACCA WACCA
PACMAN.
Its how I kill time in class.
: DD
but I'm so closed off that it takes me a loonnnggg time to warm up to people to tell them things.
Butbutbut if it's a stranger that I'll never meet again
I'd probably go for it.
I mean I hate to burden my friends with my problems
they've probably have enough of their own
they don't need mine.
Sooooo strangers
and really really good friends that I've known for years.
